Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Profile Pic

I decided it was time to put away my sad profile picture and put back my happy one. That doesn't mean I'm still not sad, because I am, but it's getting easier, so I just thought it was time.

13 comments:

Sasha said...

it's so nice to see that smiling face. healing may be gradual, but you'll get there. :)

MG said...

I noticed that when you commented on my post...

You should have warned me though, not to come read your blog till I'm over this "funk" I'm in... kinda makes me feel like shit to be depressed at all... so many people have so much they could be depressed about but aren't...

can I make you my hero???

:)

Samantha Alice said...

That's beautiful, Tony. I bet Barbara would like this picture! I hope it'snot out of line for me to say that, since I never had the privilege of meeting her, but from what I've read, she liked to enjoy life to the fullest, and would want you to be happy and healthy and whole.

You're a hero to me, too, and really inspire me when I get mired down in bitterness and rage....

Summer said...

I'm happy that you're healing from the pain. It's nice to see you smiling again! :)

Hippie girl said...

I love seeing that smiling face.It has a way of brightening up my day.

Anonymous said...

Glad to see the change, however small or slow it seems to you at the time. Things will get better - just keep reminding yourself of that.

Libby said...

it's nice to see you smiling again, even though i'm sure you feel like your other picture a lot, the smiles will get more often for you, especially when you remember the happy times you had...and you know, we love your stories of things that happened "ago"!

MamaKBear said...

You've got a beautiful smile and a twinkle in your eyes in that pic! I can't help but smile back! :)

Wenchy said...

Follow your heart babe.

Julie said...

That is a too beautiful of a face to hide.
I send you lots of healing too.
As Rumi said, my favorite poet,
"Don't grieve. Anything you love comes round in another form." And he also said 'Lovers don't finally meet, we are in each other, all along" like you all were.
I sent a vietnam vet friend of mine, LC to your blog to start to read it, I told him to start his own, I don't know if he will or not.. but you might start to see him. Take care Dear one. Love and Light to you.

BTExpress said...

I am over whelmed by your comments. Hero? Beautiful? I wish I could hug you all and never let go.

Thank you so much.

I will, Sasha, I will.

MG, check your email.

Samantha Alice-It's not out of line at all. I'm sure she is doing what she always did. She gives me that look and then smiles. I will never forget that smile. It was the most beautiful smile in the world.

Summer-My smiles will never stay away for very long. Life's too short not to.

No One In Particular-Life get a little bit better everyday.

Libby-We had a lot of great times in time we knew each other. I will never run out of stories to tell there were so many.

Marge-I've heard that a lot. I was only there for a month. I saw so much in that short time. I can't imagine what was seen by those that stayed a year, or even more. If I had stayed that long, maybe I would be talking about it either. I just don't know.

MamaKBear-That's sweet. My smile makes you smile? I'm glad.

Oh Julie, thanks. I hope LC stops by. We can share experiences if he feels like talking about it. If not, then we talk about perverted things and hot chicks like you. :-)

Mara said...

It's good to see you smiling again doll.

::smooches from the pixie::
Mara

.- said...

sorry to hear you are sad, my first time here so I don't yet know why.
but it is a nice picture :)